anythinginparticular

 Because you are used to be used 

You put yourself in a one can use

immobilize yourself with fever 

sick on purpose

Withdrawal is one easy step back 

I will vacuum away all your expectations

Lay down on the leaves of this longing 

of nothingness

somethingness 

There is a defense mechanism 

This person activates sweat 

Numbness not decisions

I dont want to make decisions

back to my cradle i have no words no worlds to connect

The error is when you believe you have

oh just give me a break

earlier the better

you and me

we're definitely alone

all together inside snow

This snow is burning too intense

enjoy the meal

fucking 40 degrees 

of pitty and tears and empty heads

too full to be too empty 

after a point comes the result of wanting nothing

it's hard to accept 

but purpose doesn't define yous 

Everything has to be meaningfull 

extravaganza

but we're not in the theatre scene

tempting to be lead by actions

and these actions 

they have no escorts 

only you believing they;re true